Sunshine

Today is 520 In Chinese, it sounds like I love you (我爱你) There are 11 days left to  go  June ,  May  is gonna end soon too . Time passed   passes by quickly  than I think. I finished my study in Feb, attended my last exam paper in March, and then I started looking for job in April. 1 month  ago  had passed , I'm still unemployed My expected salary changed from $2200 to $2000, and then changed to "negotiable" lastly . Honestly, I don't really care about the salary. The thing that really matters to me is the job role. I'm looking for marketing and event-related job Sales and Marketing is different from each other . I'm not good at sales. I admit that I don't have such good communication skill and sales skill to be able to convince other people to buy my products. So I don't consider sales job at all . But I end up losing many job opportunities. On   In other aspects , a lot of marketing and event jobs prefer exp...

Today's post will be in English. Recently, I found a new way to learn English. It needs Blogger Why? Because I will want need to write a short essay (maybe? Or short diary, whatever.) about the new words or phrases I learned I came out up with this method because I feel myself that I always forget  those new vocab and phrases I learned So it turns out   I learned nothing I've been learning English for years If I'm not mistaken I started from 2015 Although I'd ever stopped it in half way   halfway (adv.) (n.) , I still insist on   and continue learning until now. Am   Have I improved ? Yes. Am   Have I improved much? I think no. Self-learning is tough. No others guide you, correct you. Even though there is mistake in your writing or conversation, you can't find it, just like this post. But I still enjoy learning English. It kinda likes your child. It grows up slowly, but you do see the changes. And years later, when you look bac...

去年这个时间 我还在实习 实习的这段时期 我很辛苦 工作上的事情是其中原因 最大的因素是 我的上司 但是我感恩自己的坚持 感恩我有机会先一步体会到社会的冷酷 感恩那段时间陪着我的家人和俊伟 其实那是个能学到很多东西的公司 不是大公司 它只是很小的公司 小到除了internship students 除了我上司 除了我上司的老公 再无其他人 不知道幸运还是倒霉 那时我的internship 第一个月还有个不同校的实习生 接下来两个月 我是自己熬过来的 那时的我 压力大到睡觉失眠 在家人面前哭 每一天都觉得度日如年 我为什么这样 因为只有我一个人 工作很多 上班天加班 周末也加班 这是其次 其实我想说的是 我的那位上司 我没有讨厌她 但我无法喜欢她 也许有人会说 谁会喜欢自己的上司啊 难道就只有你被上司骂得狗血淋头吗？ 身为一个领导 责骂下属属于平常事 如果针对工作上的事情 那是合情合理 我的那位上司 是人生攻击 或许我做的真的很差 我接受被骂 但是一个人的修养 是即便你是上司 也不能缺少的东西 而且是更应该拥有的东西 猪 笨 白痴 甚至去死 等等的攻击性话 她都说过 不只是人生攻击 水杯被她打翻过 我的手被她抓伤过 电话被她重重拍过（纯属她发泄行为） 纸张扫在我的脸上过 被她无理要求在办公室里跑步过（她说是要我“累”醒，让我知道辛苦了，我才会痛醒过来） 那时的我 反驳了 可是害怕不及格大于一切 我还是跑了 我是边哭边跑的 这些事情 我真的很难忘记 但我觉得我有些成长了 在这些事里 但我从没想过要感谢她 至少目前为止是 或许等我再长大些 我会宽容到能对那些她曾对我做过的事情抱有感谢之心 但现在 我想感谢的只有自己的坚持 家人和俊伟的支持 还有生命中遇到的安排 Selyn_.